Missy | July 29, 2007


Rain.

Of all the summer weekend days for it not to be nice–and it’s been nothing but nice most weekends–it’s storming the day of the show I’ve been waiting for all year: TV On the Radio. I didn’t go. Instead, I caught up on my putzing around.

I’ve a couple of things to share. Over at New York mag’s Vulture blog, Bilge Ebiri is showcasing short films. This one, by Jem Cohen, is especially unnerving, in part for its unintended prescience. I missed his dialogue at the IFC last week (didn’t know about it until today). However, I did see some of Cohen’s shorts at Toronto last year, along with his exhilarating hour-long concert documentary of Dutch band The Ex. Unfortunately, his work doesn’t get seen much outside of festivals and special screenings.

Speaking of last year’s Toronto Film Festival, my favorite film then and so far this year, This is England is finally in theaters and I encourage you to seek it out. Set in Thatcher-era England just after the Falklands War, the film follows a young boy (astonishingly played by the unknown Thomas Turgoose) who, following his father’s death, finds surrogate male influence among a gang of skinheads. The film feels very true to its jaundiced time. (Plus, I have an affinity for little sweaters with animals on them. See it and you’ll agree with me.) UPDATE: It’s currently on IFC On Demand. You needn’t even have to get up to see it!

Missy | July 25, 2007


Abstraction I (Blurred Shadow), June 2007
(I know, digital grain. It’s a disgrace.)

I’ve been trying out a new yoga studio this week. It’s located in a creaky 4th-floor Tribeca walk-up, kind of reminding me of my very first dance studio, which had scary steps. In front of my mother, I once fell all the way down those steps, howling and carrying on because I was more scared than hurt, while my mom looked on in shock, stifling laughter. At a 5 (maybe 6) year old! (Actually, I have a similar awful, uncontrollable habit of laughing when bad things happen. Note to my old pal Nigel–remember when you were drunk and high sophomore year and you flipped over the stair railing and flew down a flight head-first, splitting open your scalp? I saw you and I saw the blood and I laughed.) Anyway. Yoga. The class I’ve been taking is fast-paced and light on corrections, but heavy on sweating. These days, when I’m feeling hard on myself, wondering why I’m an untalented good-for-nothing who, for example, shouldn’t even dream of having an artistic bone in my body, I just go and I sweat it out.

That reminds me: I need to quit my gym. It’s boring and I never go.

Awhile back, I decided to go to the Toronto Film Festival again this year, in September. Every year I say it’ll be my last, not because the festival isn’t fun and an absolute boon to film lovers–it most certainly is–but because I should be spending my time and money going to places like Patagonia or Portugal. Or just trying something brand new. For some many months I’ve been thinking–just thinking!–about committing myself to something less frivolous by going back to school. Not for my MBA, which would be a waste of my money despite my current position in an environment where those sorts of things matter, but for something far more intrinsically rewarding. Like math education. I’ve been looking around a bit and talking to people, but it’s a huge decision and I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know. Maybe in a couple of years.

(But first: site re-design to come! Wiz: I need your help with a project. All you need to do is push a button.)

Missy | July 22, 2007


Newsstand kitty. 25 cents.

About a half hour ago, my cell phone sent about a week’s worth of unsent text messages. I’ve also had trouble being notified of missed calls and voice mail. Online support suggested turning the phone off and back on, but I think this is a sign that the decision to get an iPhone ought to be expedited.

Missy | July 11, 2007


A tree grows in Brooklyn, and through my fire escape. Overnight!

Derrr. I accidentally deleted this post. It’s back.

The heat has finally (sort of) broken. It just finished raining as hard as it could possibly rain. Good thing, too, because I want a pizza. (Explanation for those living outside of New York City: delivery people ride bicycles here.)

Here’s a tip: don’t sleep with a fan next to your head or else you’ll catch cold, as I did. Not all is miserable, though. I’ve got So You Think You Can Dance and Deerhunter at Bowery to look forward to tonight.

UPDATE: Now it’s Thursday. The choreography on SYTYCD is starting to bore me and the dancers are impressing me less & less each week, although guest judge, choreographer Adam Shankman injected some needed good-natured honesty and legitimate critical reaction that not even Fame-ous Debbie Allen (last week’s guest judge) could muster. And have Lacey and Kameron already gotten into a lovers’ spat? Because girl was being a total bitch to her partner and it’s only week four. Also, it’s sort of unfair that we have to walk the same earth as Cat Deeley. I don’t know how much, if any, of her charm is manufactured but she could probably sell someone the Brooklyn Bridge if she wanted to.

Missy | July 9, 2007


You Scream I Scream, at Allen & Rivington, LES. Thanks, Ice Cream Man!

Has no one besides me noticed the giant naval ship docked outside my apartment? (Actually, down the street at the end of Atlantic Avenue)? Saturday morning, when I was out taking photos of it and the Brooklyn beach and floating pool on what turned out to be an accidentally exposed and therefore ruined roll of film, I saw a number of sailors walking around, mostly in civilian clothes, but a few in unrecognizable sailor’s uniforms. I spied “H.M.S” on the band on their caps. Aha! The Royal Navy is in town! Ever since, there’ve been nothing but British sailors all over the neighborhood, and as far into Brooklyn as Great Lakes in Park Slope, mostly looking very bored, possibly because we only show baseball on our bar televisions here.

My neighborhood yoga studio closed. This is annoying on several fronts, not the least of which is that I do not go out of my way for yoga. Don’t get me wrong–I like yoga. But not enough to travel beyond walking distance and back again for some crowded studio in the city. My neighborhood place was great–it always smelled nice, I gained some acquaintances among the regulars, and I could try out a variety of times and teachers until I found the right fit. That’s the key, really, finding the right teacher. I’m picky, and I don’t want someone who is new agey, or someone without a solid study of anatomy. I found that teacher, someone who articulates corrections in the most meaningful (not to mention humorous) way. Now I’m not sure where to find him and I don’t have his last name; worse, his first name is, simply, John.

There’s a video installation happening up at Lincoln Center: giant projections of a variety of dancers (including ballerina Wendy Whelan, Cunningham dancer Holley Farmer, DC-based choreographer and dancer Nejla Yatkin, and my personal favorite William Forsythe) shot at 1000 fps and shown in exhaustingly slow detail to reveal the imperceptible impulses underlying movement sequences, even in something as small as a gesture. View a clip here. Imagine seeing yourself five stories tall and moving in slo-mo. I fear it would be a hypnotic, Homer Simpson-style jiggling (see episode “The Springfield Files”, with appearances by Agents Mulder and Scully.)

Finally, if I can get a little meta for a second, I sometimes make little notes to myself about tidbits worth mentioning on the blog. (This may surprise you, given how little I post these days.) These notes, be they on post-its or in a saved draft entry, help me keep my inevitably omnibus thoughts in order. In addition, it is often true that I have my best thoughts just before falling asleep. I’ve discovered solutions to math problems, programmed in SAS, and solved for world peace. (That last part is not actually true.) The problem is that when I combine a flitting, unsubstantial thought with a post-it scribble, I come up with what I found this morning: “MJ Grammies [sic].” I know what this means. It translates to, “Locate the YouTube clip of Michael Jackson from the year Thriller won every possible award including, I’m certain, Best Gospel album and Best Classical Recording”. Brooke Shields was his date. I was 12 at the time and I, like every other 12 year old girl and every man, woman, and child from eight to eighty, absolutely died watching the Grammys. It was so exciting! The problem is I cannot for the life of me remember why I thought of this in the first place, and why I thought it necessary in order to contextualize another piece of this blog post. Nothing’s making sense right now. I did, however, find that clip. Listen to all those girls shrieking! I assure you I was doing the same in my living room that night in 1984. But jeez, watching this clip now, it is absolutely clear that he was a strange guy even then.

UPDATE: I remembered! Get ready for a letdown. I have recently become wildly into Arvo P

Missy | July 5, 2007


Nathan’s Famous, Coney Island. (Digital)

I did not go to the hotdog-eating contest. For one thing, I had other plans. For another, far more important thing, I cannot be anywhere near where public (or private) vomiting may occur.

Besides, I just wanted to put up a new post. I’ve got a backlog of photos, many of which haven’t made it to my far more regularly updated site at Flickr, and I recently made not one but two trips to photographic retail establishments for more film and developer than I can imagine using up. (I usually find myself at Adorama but I was near enough to B&H the other day that I stopped in there for some medium format film. That place is a trip. For as daunting & chaotic as that place seems, they’re very helpful and I was in & out pretty quickly, despite walking in and immediately feeling paralyzed. So much signage! Where to go??) And then Ezra had to demonstrate the wonders of color slide film (Fuji Provia…and you haven’t even seen the half of it over on his Flickr site). That’ll have to wait until later.

Anyway, to wrap up, here’s another photo. Wonder Wheel! (Film)