Missy | May 30, 2003

I wish the AFI was not in Silver Spring and instead downtown, because it’s a pain to get to & from, even though it is Metro-accessible. The programming is almost always packed with interesting stuff. One Kaurismaki film left, replaced by another. The Cremaster Cycle is upcoming. I may even branch out into westerns; High Noon opens today, for example.

Subject change.

I was chatting with Josh on the phone last night, trying to explain what it’s like taking class with professional dancers (meaning: they are there taking class as well), which I did last night at the splendidly spacious studios at American Dance Institue way the fuck out in Rockville. Some simply mark to the music until the choreography is solid in their heads & bodies, and then dance it at about 80%, some dance technically precise but without much emotion, some dance full out in their own counts/rhythm to personalize the choreography. It makes me wonder how it is that I work, or what I must appear like? A sweaty mess with too much personality but no concept of her center? All arms & legs? I wonder. I hardly watch myself in the mirror (it’s damn near impossible when you’re working in combinations that are fast and with many direction changes). But most interestingly, even the best dancers fall over sometimes. Unintentionally, that is.

Missy | May 30, 2003

Hellloooooo, Sunshine! I never thought I’d see the day when people are tap dancing down the street on their way to work, kissing every baby & puppy & homeless person along the way. (No, of course that didn’t actually happen.)
UPDATE: It could also be because of the crack you can find laying around on the sidewalk.

Megan gives a fisking to that Salon piece that’s been hanging around this week. Hooey, boy! Ouch. UPDATE: Not a fisking, but Radley weighs in on the economics of foreign aid.

Classic rock songs that make one’s blood boil. (I would like to remove Zep, Foreigner, Boston, and Supertramp from that list, however.)

I don’t know what else. I’m too busy to think straight right now.

Missy | May 26, 2003

My weekend in a nutshell:

The Man Without a Past: Finnish film that I saw as ultimately about second (and third) chances, mixed with well-placed humor and a fanciful look (if such a thing is possible) at poverty.

On Saturday, I hung out with some friends–one who dates back to high school–from Ohio. Much laughter. Spent last night hanging out with Mihow & Ex Jeff. Again much laughter, which makes up for the fact that I am hungover today.

Buried Child: Sam Shepard’s Pulitzer-winning play–and a disturbing one at that–which I had read about a year ago. This production had a few strong moments, but I felt there were too many acting miscalculations to make it a great production. The same cast is also performing A Lie of the Mind, which I haven’t read or seen, and I’m not sure I’ll get to it now.

Down With Love: a nostalgic romantic comedy with contemporary statements about sexuality and love. It’s a very frisky film, and I liked that. I liked every bit of art direction, and how the film seemed almost like a musical, with the score punctuating every type of moment the film created. I had minor irritations with Renee Zellweger, but Ewan McGregor’s sparkling eyes and the way he is able to just move, coupled with Sarah Paulson’s strong supporting role compensated for Renee’s acting shortcomings. (Sometimes she got it exactly right, sometimes she overplayed the role, sometimes I think she forgot what kind of movie she was in.) I left delighted (and yes, with hearts in my eyes), wanting to go out and buy myself a new dress and skip about in the sun that’s been trying desperately to show itself after days & days of rain. I should’ve known better than to go to Neiman Marcus, where their beautiful sundresses (I originally mistyped that as ’sindresses’) start at around $250. (Don’t worry; I didn’t succumb.)

Tonight I’ll be watching a reairing of Our Town with Paul Newman on Showtime. Right now I smell someone BBQing, and someone else singing R&B at the top of their lungs.

Missy | May 23, 2003

A quiet weekend is ahead. My friend Jeff From Ohio (as opposed to Ex Jeff or Gay Jeff) will be in town for a wedding, but we’ll be meeting up for a bit of sight-seeing (if it’s not raining) or drinks (if it is raining…and probably even if it isn’t) tomorrow. I plan to see Sam Shepard’s Buried Child on Sunday, and hopefully Mihow will accompany me to see Down with Love on Monday. And tonight I’ll be keeping to myself, awash in Sirkian melodrama. (My Netflix queue has gotten so long and unwieldy that every arrival is a surprise. Luckily, I tend to group a particular director’s films together. Hence tonight’s Sirk double-header.)

That’s it. Have a nice weekend.

Missy | May 20, 2003

I can’t believe it’s over. It was so quick, and then it was done. Uplifting, exhilarating, and then sad. The sun made everything so bright and clear. Love is strange. I cried a bit, several times. Weeping, even.

I’m talking about Buffy, of course.

UPDATE: Jim says it more succinctly.

In other news, this morning when I was getting coffee in Union Station, a woman at a nearby table stood up and came over to me to tell me that I look like Molly Ringwald, and am I Molly Ringwald? Funny stuff. I told her the truth, because I am not a good liar. (This reminds me: Jim Treacher, remember when you told me I look like Blood Simple-era Frances McDormand? Josh said the same thing. This reminds me of something else: is this not the funniest picture ever?)

Missy | May 19, 2003

You know what is a perfect ending to a perfect weekend? Getting to the airport so early that there’s time for a drink, and accidentally stumbling into what can only be described as a Gentleman’s Club–complete with female cocktail waitresses dressed exquisitely in Playboy Bunny-type outfits sans bunny ears–at the O’Hare Hilton.

Here’s the weekend in a nutshell:
Just prior to getting off the plane, I thought I might go into convulsions I was so nervous/anxious/excited. But there he was, grinning, holding flowers. I have vague recollections of the cab ride home. It took about a half a day for my head to put everything together, sight mixing with sound, etc. Speaking of sight & sound, I watched his grad thesis film, which I found tremendously more sophisticated and technically superior than any other student film I’ve seen (Penn State used to showcase student film projects every year; it was usually not an enjoyable experience). I finally got to meet Scott Tobias when we had drinks with him & his girlfriend. We didn’t venture outside much (put what that means together yourselves) though we wandered around Andersonville and walked to the lake, where we found ourselves wrapped in fog. We did NYT crossword puzzles together. He cooked for me. We listened to records (yes, actual vinyl) like The White Stripes and Gustav Mahler. We shared historical stories of sex and heartbreak. We laughed. A lot. We had several entire conversations an inch from one another’s faces. (Do you know how sexy it is to not only see someone’s mouth when they’re speaking, but also to feel it?) He became funnier & smarter & more handsome the more time I spent with him. We had our first argument (it was kind of silly; we laugh about it now). I began to discover the kind of emotional evolution I always wondered was even in me.

I suppose it’s not too surprising that so much could be packed into just over 48 hours when one considers that our entire development thus far has been at an exponential rate. Everything I’ve said & thought about him prior to meeting him in person holds truer than ever (one would say it’s ‘robust’, right Josh?), and if this is what it means to be in love, then I’m going to do everything I can to hold it close to me.

Missy | May 15, 2003

All this Buffy stuff makes me cry. (Well, that and PMS.) I watched this week’s episode last night, and finally, finally!, the season picks back up where the exciting opening episodes of this season left off. I don’t think I actually breathed from the moment Angel showed up until the credits. Why is there only one episode left? Argh!

This morning I caught the prom episode…the one where Angel basically breaks up with Buffy (just prior to his moving to L.A. and starting up his own television series). And Buffy, trying her best to hold everything together, breaks down in Willow’s arms. It’s crushing to know that I’ll have these moments to relive only in syndication or via DVD. I’ve gotten into Angel again recently, but really, is there a reason to even watch tv anymore?

UPDATE: I’m done cryin’. Or maybe not: Treacher’s in love. (Jim, just so you know, she had me at ‘fucktard’.)

Missy | May 14, 2003

I haven’t yet watched last night’s Buffy so shhh. Went to dance class, and now feel beat up. Good beat up, though, if there is such a thing.

I probably won’t be posting much of anything (with the exception of a possible update once I watch Buffy) until I’m back from Chicago. And I’m sure you probably can’t wait for that dirt. I know I can’t….

Missy | May 11, 2003

In a world of already tough choices, tonight I face the following decision: the filmed adaptation of Zadie Smith’s White Teeth on PBS’ Masterpiece Theatre…….or the 90210 ten year reunion on Fox?

UPDATE: I admit it, I’m watching 90210. Also, I own Jennie Garth’s blouse. Honey, that is SO last season J Crew.

Missy | May 9, 2003

Mihow & Toby & I went to the 9:30 last night for Les Savy Fav and The Faint, both of whom I’d seen only in smaller venues before. And bless Tim Harrington’s spastic little heart: he did manage to climb all the way up to the building’s rafters. And The Faint? Kinda sexy, kinda dirty. Mihow & I were convinced that the Andrew-from-Buffy-looking singer was gay-ish, what with his slinky hips-dancing. Toby disagreed, saying he’d be laying half the chicks at the show later. Anyway. The smoky backlighting and the cool choreographed video projection (including their awesome video for “Agenda Suicide”–can somebody help w/ a link to it?) made for a much more exciting show than when I saw them at the Cat, which was a great time in its own right. This time they made my ribcage vibrate–so much that I thought when I spoke it would come out like I was speaking through a fan–and, at certain moments, the entire building vibrated. (Which reminds me: a note to Interpol. Nostaligic throwbacks are good. But cold, disinterested, just-standing-there-unexcited-about-your-music is NOT the new irony. )

I know I haven’t been very chatty around here lately, save for movie stuff. I’m not sure what to say. Here’s a bit of information: I’m making a now not so surreptitious trip to Chicago next weekend. This next week can’t go fast enough.

UPDATE: Three are a couple of Sam Shepard plays in rep at the Clark Street Playhouse over the next month. By the looks of the dark outdoors right now, tonight looks like a good time to be indoors. Also, the Shakespeare Theatre’s Free for All is starting up soon. The last time I went, the production was King Lear, and halfway through there was a downpour. So, while that extended the length of being at an already long play, it was pretty awesome.

Oh, and I started making reservations for this year’s Toronto Film Festival. Yay!

Missy | May 6, 2003

Buffy:
Random thoughts: nice hand-held camera work at the beginning. And at the end, hello Crouching Buffy, Hidden Dragon mixed with Indiana Buffy and the Last Crusade. Also, still not liking Kennedy. Thanks for trying to make it seem all hot, writers, but I’m not buying it. And, surely I was not the only one breaking a tear when Spike confessed his feelings for Buffy? I see redemption for him and Faith both.

More to the point: the thing that Caleb has of Buffy’s….something’s bothering me that The First has manifested itself AS Buffy all this time. Makes me think it’s her soul that he’s got, and she’s finally reclaiming it.

Can’t. Wait. Til. Next. Week.

Missy | May 4, 2003

Filmfest DC is winding down. Last night I saw Bus 174, an extraordinary and devastating documentary about a bus hijacking in Rio in 2000, an event which was televised for several hours as it unfolded, and which ended in disaster. The film opens with magnificent aerial shots of Rio, which really looks as if the city is stacked on top of itself. It examines the background of Sandro, the hijacker, who spent much of his life on the street in crime & drugs after witnessing the murder of his mother, and includes discussions with the people who tried to help him. There’s also detailed discussions with the hostages themselves. But even more, the film probes the larger sociological issues such as the problems of the street kids in Rio, the beyond-comprehension awfulness of their jail system, the inadequacies of the police action (or inaction, as it were) during the hijacking. Personally, my sympathies were all over the place, and I thought the film aptly refrained from taking an overly accusatory stance. And I felt incredibly heartsick when it was all over.

Today, after a much needed haircut, I’ll be catching the closing night film, The Secret Lives of Dentists. Director Alan Rudolph is to be in attendance.

UPDATE: I did not like the dentists movie. For one thing, I was forced to sit next to a very large asthmatic woman who smelled like a musty old sweater. She came into the film a half hour late, too. Broken concentration and whatnot. Also, the mere presence of Denis Leary makes me want to shoot myself. Also, there is too much vomiting for any one movie to have.

Seriously, though: as irresistible as I find actors Campbell Scott and Hope Davis to be, this film never could figure itself out. I think it wanted to have much more to say about suburban married life than say, American Beauty, and believe me, I wanted it to succeed. It did not. And, truth be told, this kind of cycnicism is not my bag right now, on account of me being really happy and stuff.

Also, Together won the audience award. I did not see it. None of the films I saw even placed. The hell, people?

Missy | May 1, 2003

I love Lileks, but today’s installment of The Bleat is perhaps my favorite post ever. Tears of laughter were streaming down my face. There is something to be said for hyperbole when it’s used like he uses it.

Also, I am a little hungover today.